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Julia called me up late last night
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I hadn't heard from her in ages
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she said that she hated livin' her life
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and that she hopes that'll make it
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Julia never had it all together
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she was keeping everything to herself
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fell in love with boys she thought were forever
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but eventually, they placed her on a shelf
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Julia was scared of getting older
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She didn't have a plan or any goals
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Every winter felt a little colder
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and one day she decided just to fold
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she never told her mother that she felt like this
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she never talked to her friends or to a therapist
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thought it'd be easier to hide or run from the pain but
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it never went away
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Julia smoked weed alone in parking lots
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she said it helped her thoughts stop running off
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and for a moment she felt free but it was all temporary
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she stopped wishing for a heartbeat
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She never told her mother that she felt like this
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she never talked to her friends or to a therapist
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thought it be easier to hide or run from the pain but
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it never went away
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Julia had the biggest heart I knew
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she always told you things you'd wanna hear
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she never missed a birthday or a show of mine
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and she didn't deserve this life.
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